I give shades
of happiness and love to all,
but my
emotions wilt like leaves and fall.
The truth
of life is hard to define,
to my fate
I resign.
I fill
hearts with hopes of new beginnings,
and get
crumpled beneath feet as forgotten wishes.
Stark
realities mark this world,
for it,
pain and hurt are just words.
I am the
source of lavish splendor,
deep within
I am fragile and tender.
No one
knows of my agony,
alone I
face this harsh reality.
Abundant
harvest, fruits I offer,
still
nothing ever in my fate alters.
I see them
slip moment by moment,
and pray
humbly for my atonement.